Ok, lets say you're someone that's been single for a long time, like say, 2 to 10 years.
You've become somewhat of a hermit,as in, you don't really go out like you used to.
To a party, a club, an amusement park, run with a herd of people you've never thought you'd meet before in your fuckin life, only because you changed who you are by personal choice , not by trend, but by "fashion sense" in the sense that it's not as nearly a mimicking of being a goth person.
Fast forward 2 to 10 years , depending who you'd be, and you're single, and your past was just a blur, of all kinds of shit in a blip, and you're at the point where, you have almost nothing important of value to yourself. I don't mean having completely turned into a loser phase or whatever ignorant assface wants to perceive you as. You can't trust anybody, you don't know anybody , and you live about an hour away from where you used to live, in a small fucking town of idiot people that are obvious gamblers and bar drinkers and/or general everyday alcoholic that you see everytime you go to a gas station to get the same shit you buy there, stoned off your fucking mind.
After all the meaningless days that pass on by, you kind of wonder, is there really a purpose? Even if you're a "Rich " person, do you ever stop and take a moment and think to yourself, is there a purpose for you in your life? The one thing you're meant to set out to do?
Or lets say, you at one point wanted to see how an internet relationship would occur or work out.
You talk to this person you really like, and love talking to because you feel you the other person has just much of sense of humor as you do, or thought process like you, or just flat out "gets what you mean by what you type/say", and you stick with being this person's "internet friend", and its someone you feel you can let yourself trust,and this person lives in another state than you but only 4 hours apart, and months go by, then days go by, then, hours go on... after some time....
The plans and things you've wanted to live for and do with said person, doesn't respond after periods of time, and things were going smooth, as you had thought they were, and plans were going to go in effect....
You notice little things that don't seem right, keep in mind, this is a person you KNOW you can be with, especially having seen them on a webcam while you're on yours, and you talk to them on a microphone, you even text this person on your fuckin' cellphone.
The little things you notice?
The person doesn't respond after a few days from your text messages on your cellphone.
The person randomly appears online at odd hours.
You attempt to get to them online, on your instant messengers, your myspace, facebook, whatever the fuck you use to communicate....
You get in return a couple replies, very short, simple, answers.
Then a long fucking pause after you reply back.
You sit there...
And wonder.
Is there a purpose? Is it worth waiting it out? What do you do? Kill your interest and do something else?
The only scenario I can see if you break it off, and not even do anything for a certain period of time, and come back to , just to see if any messages appeared after all that time...
You get some angry letters, depressive letters, apologizing letters, or nothing at all, or a simple "Fuck it then."
Shit, I had more to go on with... but .. I was just high as fuck as I typed all this up here...
and I lost track of what the fuck I was gonna keep this story going with.
It's a story. It's a real life story. There are people that , do this. Whether you've seen it in a movie, on a reality show on cnn, or whatever you've thought of.
The internet world has changed society in alot of ways especially "socially". People don't just go up to each other anymore, people want to spy on you, know more about you, find out secrets about you behind a fucking computer screen. Not to say, that "internet dating", is really even idealistic thing to do, BUT, there are success stories to it, it just depends on who you come across.
That you'd prefer than going to a club, a party, the mall, or walk around your fuckin nieghborhood.
I think people have really turned into zombies and not the kind we see in the movies.
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