"Glory unto the Scarlet Woman, Babalon the Mother of Abominations"
I have an apocalypse fetish.
People often ask me what it is I "do". To quote Party Monster, "I don't do. I just am."
She says: 'I have made you strong, and wise, and incorruptible. I have shown you the worst that there is, and made you free.'
You, who are mystery and redemption. You, who teach witchcraft and forgive all who fall. I will crawl through shit - I will take all the filth in the world and turn it into the purest gold. I will rise from the darkness, shining like the morning star.
'Illuminated woman am I, says Babalon. '
“Nothing is true; everything is permitted.”
~ Hassan-i Sabbah
breakfast at tiffany's
party monster
it's all gone pete tong
visitor q
tank girl
shortbus
salò
tideland
bladerunner
secretary
mad max: beyond thunderdome
kiss kiss bang bang
the night porter
the big lebowski
city of lost children
T2
the saddest music in the world
shortbus
all the alien movies
ichi the killer
city of god
battle royale
dark crystal
brazil
spun
irreversable
adaptation
fear and loathing in las vegas
beetlejuice
eraserhead
fight club
There are too many individual books to list. But some of my favorite authors include:
Clive Barker
Robert Anton Wilson
Terry Goodkind
Jaqueline Carey
Alice Borchardt
Chuck Palahniuk
Andrew Vachss
Henry Miller
Neil Gaiman
Philip K. Dick
Hunter S. Thompson
Anton LaVey
ee cummings
Silvia Plath
Stephen Crane
Aleister Crowley
Anne Bishop
Phil Hine
Dion Fortune
But if there's one book I recommend everyone read, it's "Tropic of Capricorn" by Henry Miller.
I don't think it's possible to list them all.
But here's what I find myself listening to most these days.
grendel
marilyn manson
XP8
spiritual front
aesthetic perfection
necessary response
and one
system syn
imperative reaction
DYM
destroid
lola angst
stromkern
IAMX
femme fatality
audiofever
scandy
dr leckroluv
she wants revenge
nick cave and the bad seeds
leonard cohen
marianne faithfull
porcelain and the tramps
techn9ne
NWA
snoop dogg
DMX
lil john
ludacris
social distortion
specimen
le le
guns n roses
motley crue
billy idol
coil
death in june
sol invictus
coph nia
ordo rosario equilibrio
boyd rice
current 93
jim goad
nurse with wound
Myself.
And Happy Noodle Boy.
GOATS
puppies
medical equipment
latex
discordianism
irritating people
chaos
behaving badly
wearing obnoxious hats
stripper poles
thrift stores
gas masks
comic books
being a bad influence
monster trucks
poking idiots
rhinestones
nudity
bondage
s&m
mayhem
explosives
laughing at the disabled
violence
expensive hotels
VIP lounges
magick
we're all fucked.
Goddess or godless, tell me - what is the difference?