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<3LonerLolita

Now I long for Yesterday
Samael
III° - The Desolation of God, The Left Hand
gender
female
birthday
February 19th
joined
10/2/7
location
My Own Macabre Nightmare

Lorita is an explosive image of perfection bottled up_Ready to explode-Decay is the death of innocence, the corruption that lies inside one's dreams . I am multiple fears, delusions, theories and I'm made up of pills, obsession, and paranoia. I am a painted corpse, that will never be what I see in my blind eyes-just a crippled play thing that Lorita is trying to fix. I fill the outside world with the horrors I can not explain in my skull-poisoning the realm I live in with the infectious parasites that live in my cranium. I am a patient to my own creation-the doctor to my own disease-and the problem that is hopefully my answer. I am insanity, in a nut shell-I am NOT Lorita-I'm Rai- but you can call me Lolita Decay.

Favourite films

Bram Stokers Dracula, Queen of the damned, Little Rascals, thirteen, from hell, the ninth gate, coraline, corpse bride, sleepy hollow, jawbreaker, ginger snaps, fight club, girl interupted, Alice in wonderland, nightmare before x-mas, gothic, wax work, lady bess, memoir of a geisha, van helsing, grandma's boy, pee wee herman's big adventure, Rocky horror picture show, shakespeare in love, tim burton's batman, the last samurai, Wayne's World, Princess Bride, Repo, Red Shoes, etc

Favourite books

Complete Tales and Poems of Edgar Allan Poe & The Death of Oyster Boy&other Short Stories by Tim Burton

Favourite bands

It changes a lot.
Marilyn Manson is the only band that I like almost every single song that they've come out with.

other bands-
She wants revenge-Nine Inch Nails-Michael Buble-Blood Hound Gang-Lady Gaga-Sick Puppies-Korn-Rob Zombie-Smashing Pumpkins-Apocalyptica-Rammstein-Everclear-Oomph-the matches-the cure-etc.

Heroes

More a less Idols...
Edgar Allan Poe-Tim Burton-Shakespeare-Ghandi-John Lennon-Nosferatu's image-My Sistar-Marilyn Manson-Nostradamus-Serial Killer's Minds-Artists in general-Musicians in general-etc.

Hobbies

Painting, Writing, Drawing, Making a mess, Taking photos, Collecting things that have no value to others, Making jewelry, Breaking things, Playing with make up, Watching movies, Going to Flea markets, thrift shops and antique shops and I suppose a lot more that I can not place at this particular moment in time.

Religious and political affiliation

I believe what I currently want to believe, But I am an agnostic by means of; I do not care and will not until it is the time to care. I believe there could be a god, a devil, a heaven and a hell, I just choose to live life one moment at a time, and do not want to accept the fact that 'God' is the reason good or bad things happen in my life, I want to believe it is my doing that leads me in the right directions sometimes, not fate or what 'God' has planned out for me.

Personal quote

"To die, is to know that you are alive. To fail a suicide, is to respect the life you could have lost; to open your eyes and live life-not death"12.3.09